and if you follow the jawline down over the heart
the curves of your bone and muscle that make up your head to toe
it's just skin and thread,
stitches and ligaments
words that we spoke only to regret
and i know they're going to laugh at us,
when they, when they see us out together holding hands like this,
they wouldn't understand it, if we told them all the reasons,
not that i think, this deserves any kind of explanation
and we'll, we'll make it up, so we gotta smile painted on all the time,
no matter what it's like on the inside,
yeah we'll keep us, just like a secret
'cause if the family and friends ever found out about,
the things they could never be,
haunted all we keep,
so fuckin' bitter-sweet
and i know they're going to laugh at us,
when they, when they see us out together holding hands like this,
they wouldn't understand it, if we told them all the reasons,
not that i think, this deserves any kind of explanation.....