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oh my fucking god, i hate you...... i just want things to work alot smoother than how they are..... and i'm trying...... but i feel as if you arent trying..... what did i do now???? i didnt try soon enough and now you're tired of trying? is that what you're going to say? wtf can i do????? you tell me how my reactions to some comments bother you and i try to change it..... i havent been like that since the last time you said something about it a week or so ago....... so why the hell are you doing it to me now????? we cant even get through the first fucking break of the day and you're already acting all bothered by one lil comment i made, that wasnt even made to get a reaction like that!!!!!!!!!!! what am i supposed to do????!?? i'm not going to stop trying.... that would be the wrong thing to do..... but i am going to hope that you see what exactly i am talking about..... because you drive me fucking nuts..... i swear i could yell and scream and tear everything apart sometimes...... and if you're going to take this comment and throw it back in my face like you've done with so many other comments, i'm going to remove myself from this world..... and you know what i mean.... i'll say something and you wont let it die..... like the whole you and emily thing... it hurts me so fucking much that i cant put you two in a fucking god damn sentence without one of you giving me the cold shoulder or a nasty look..... god dammit.... my head is |---| close to exploding..... literally.... and my heart is even closer to collapsing......