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i so want that life..... it's been a dream of mine for quite some time now...... prolly the past 4 or so months..... but i sit here in doubt..... of my own insecurities.... why am i so great??? if i were, i wouldn't have done half the stupid shit i've done since we've known each other...(i'm not trying to change your mind, because i'm very happy with what you said),but.. what makes you want to be seen in public with me? i feel sometimes as if people just look at me once and think "trouble".... because the sad part is that half the time, it's the truth.... i am trouble, and i also associate myself with trouble..... i know i have to decide on my own who i associate with.... but sometimes that's not the problem.....
sorry for rambling on about some stupid bullshit....
i dunno..... maybe i made it that way for me to push myself even harder.... to achieve those things that seem more unrealistic "for a guy like me" i guess i would say.....
sorry for rambling on about some stupid bullshit....
i dunno..... maybe i made it that way for me to push myself even harder.... to achieve those things that seem more unrealistic "for a guy like me" i guess i would say.....