I'm making this public.
Okay I'mma copy Ally on writing something special.. bout someone... '.' I hope you dun mind ^.^ SO I HAD TO PIC SOMEONE...THAT NEVER UPDATES THEIR JOURNAL!! >.< lol.
It's hard, when you really like someone that lives so far away. You hardly ever get to see them, it's sad. When your around that someone, everythings going to be "ok". When your around them your happy and forget about your pain inside. You forget about the past and focus on that special someone. Even if it's the first time you saw them in person, it's a memory painted in your heart. It's hard when you can't date them or really love them, just only as a friend. But I'm breaking the rules here.
I love how he always trys to cheer me up when I'm sad, saying sweet things that make me smile. I love it how he hates the people that have hurt me, it makes me feel secure. I loved it when I sat in his lap, it made me feel wanted. I loved it how he kissed me, even though he didn't know he was actually wonderful. I loved it how he hugged me, because I really love hugs. I love it how he likes me for who I am, and not for my chest that I was "cursed" with. I love it when we talk about certain stuff. I love it when he doesn't think I'm ugly or fat. I love it when he says "I wish I could make you feel better" when I'm sick. I love it when I can trust him more than anyone. I love it when he calls me, and we talk for hours, I love his voice. I love it when he respects me and doesn't do certain things and can accept that. I love his sweet personality. I love it that he likes me more than just a friend. I love the way he laughes. I love it when he tells me he wishes he could snuggle with me. I love it when each other has to get offline we do the *Hugs and kisses* thing. I love it when he emails me, it brightens up my day.I love his letters. I love it that he's more than a bestest friend ^____^
Bryan is my ANTI suicide Thats who I wrote bouts ^.^
I read this over and over again and it makes me smile. I'm so lucky ^.^
It's hard, when you really like someone that lives so far away. You hardly ever get to see them, it's sad. When your around that someone, everythings going to be "ok". When your around them your happy and forget about your pain inside. You forget about the past and focus on that special someone. Even if it's the first time you saw them in person, it's a memory painted in your heart. It's hard when you can't date them or really love them, just only as a friend. But I'm breaking the rules here.
I love how he always trys to cheer me up when I'm sad, saying sweet things that make me smile. I love it how he hates the people that have hurt me, it makes me feel secure. I loved it when I sat in his lap, it made me feel wanted. I loved it how he kissed me, even though he didn't know he was actually wonderful. I loved it how he hugged me, because I really love hugs. I love it how he likes me for who I am, and not for my chest that I was "cursed" with. I love it when we talk about certain stuff. I love it when he doesn't think I'm ugly or fat. I love it when he says "I wish I could make you feel better" when I'm sick. I love it when I can trust him more than anyone. I love it when he calls me, and we talk for hours, I love his voice. I love it when he respects me and doesn't do certain things and can accept that. I love his sweet personality. I love it that he likes me more than just a friend. I love the way he laughes. I love it when he tells me he wishes he could snuggle with me. I love it when each other has to get offline we do the *Hugs and kisses* thing. I love it when he emails me, it brightens up my day.I love his letters. I love it that he's more than a bestest friend ^____^
Bryan is my ANTI suicide Thats who I wrote bouts ^.^
I read this over and over again and it makes me smile. I'm so lucky ^.^