Sorry..
So today was a roller coaster; morning was ish, Drama was drama, Im working with idiots. english essay, whcich im well on my way to finishing, and that is a good thing for me. Lunch went up to subway with kelsey and jenn, I couldnt walk in a striaght line, good times. Foods-talked about eating disorders...fun stuff...Mrs. has decided that were going to do this for the next 3 WEEKS!!!! Just the way I wanted to end my year... and math was usual math.
I just dont want to care, because then mabey none of this shit would mattar, but thats never going to happen. I hate waking up knowing I have to see that...Everywhere. and then I have to hide, because questions will be asked if not. FUCK. Im just a whole bunch of different emotions in one-anger, rage, sad, happy, confused, terrified. gah. Whatever. Just let me go.
I just dont want to care, because then mabey none of this shit would mattar, but thats never going to happen. I hate waking up knowing I have to see that...Everywhere. and then I have to hide, because questions will be asked if not. FUCK. Im just a whole bunch of different emotions in one-anger, rage, sad, happy, confused, terrified. gah. Whatever. Just let me go.