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Everythings spinning out of control...Im loosing grip of everything...I wish things were the way they use to be...Me, Happy. Not forcing these "smiles" and Not making up lies so people don't assum somethings wrong...But there are so many things that are. Espically whenever you say all that shit about me. Everything, and everytime you say the things you say. Gawd it just gets to me, Sometimes you don't mean it but it always hurts so much...and its kinda weird how i'm doing, well how we are BOTH doing an Anti-bullying things...
Today was ish..It was akward. I was making such a fool of myself in sci today.. Oh well...When dont i? So I staied a bit after schoool cause i was seposte to work on the 'anti-bullying' thing with Del..but he left. So not sure what happened there. However He did gave me the page though telling me what i'm doing..but we still do have to practis. Oh well. So then staied after school and signed up for busker fest...We are doing a dance and song. That will be funny. So I staied with Lauren after Jenn and Matt left, and now i'm helping Lauren with re-decoarting Students services. So just another thing to add to my list of things to do...So then we walked around and talked for a bit. THen Joel came so I left. And now im here...thinking about things, that i shouldnt be thinking about. erm..I hate this. I definetley just want OUT. For it all to be over...
Today was ish..It was akward. I was making such a fool of myself in sci today.. Oh well...When dont i? So I staied a bit after schoool cause i was seposte to work on the 'anti-bullying' thing with Del..but he left. So not sure what happened there. However He did gave me the page though telling me what i'm doing..but we still do have to practis. Oh well. So then staied after school and signed up for busker fest...We are doing a dance and song. That will be funny. So I staied with Lauren after Jenn and Matt left, and now i'm helping Lauren with re-decoarting Students services. So just another thing to add to my list of things to do...So then we walked around and talked for a bit. THen Joel came so I left. And now im here...thinking about things, that i shouldnt be thinking about. erm..I hate this. I definetley just want OUT. For it all to be over...