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Erm. Today was crap. I hate school. I hate life. And I hate (most) guys. Everybody says i should tell him. I know i should. But im not sure if its nessairy. Oh gawd. I HATE LIFE, and most of all i hate HIM. Why did i do that, i cant comprehend that. Even after he told me. Like how stupid and naitive am I? Like FUCK. I mean i like the 1st guy so much. Je suis an idiot. Cept last night was a good night. Kinda suprised myself. However i may be stronger than i think. But mabey not. Im kinda thankful that i wont be alone tonite cause im really afraide of myself right now. Life is life.