Do you ever..

[sexymocha]

do you ever think about me?
do you ever sit and wonder what happened to me?
do you ever wonder if I'll ever be the same after what you did?
or even care?
do you ever think about the times we had together?
the late night calls?
all the times you said you loved me?
all the times we said we'd always be together?
do you ever wonder what could have happened between us?
how we might be together right now..?
do you care that I really did love you..
that I would have done anything for you..
that I gave up so much already just to be with you..
I gave you everything you wanted
I did whatever I could to make you happy
And all I got in return was to be shut off from the man I loved..
Did you think I would be okay?
that I would just forget about you just like that?
that it wouldn't torment me for perhaps the rest of my life?
I'm sorry I was nothing to you.. but you were something to me
I fell in love with the man I thought you were..
and now I'm left to deal with never seeing you again
never talking to you again
never hearing the words "I love you" from your lips again..
What am I to do now huh..
Just forget it all?
I wish I could forget you..
I wish I could throw all the memories away like you threw them away..
But I cant.. you will always be there..
and I hate you for it..
But you know what I hate the most?
I cant hate you......