Confused!!!

Mar 19, 2006 16:31

I dont know what to say! Like everything is going great.. I have the best boyfriend officially.. Me and Fred broke up so know i am with Darren.. he is so sweet n' he treats me right.. But somewhere in the back of my head i feel like he still talks/hangs-out with his ex and i think there too that he has feeling for her! I dont know i might be overeacting like normal.. But i dont know.. I love him so much i dont want to leave him and i wont! I dont know anymore.. All i know is that when i am with him he makes me happy.. And want to live...
Well the thing that went on with Fred is this:
Well okay.. He just started to be a dick to me. He started to treat me more as a friend then a girlfriend and i couldnt take that... And i was gettin more attention/love/company from my friends then him. And another thing that made my decision is one day i went to the mall with Angela.. Right well we ran into Fred n Jake but we were havin a girls day!! Well we decided that we werent going to hang out with them like we could talk to them for a few just not hang out with them.. Well we went to go talk to them and he didnt say nuttin to me.. He just was talkin to Angela.. How much shit is that. Fuck it that pisses me off.. Oh well i guess. i am going to go.. I love you lots bye!!
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