wow! Lifes going so good right now
Okay so here is the 411 on the life of kel... okay so i have this totally sweet amazing boyfriend... hes damn sexy and i'm beginning to realize this new meaning of life that i've never comprehended before... i love him so much... he treats me like a princess... i love it... he means so much... after everything that i've been through i can't believe were doing as well as we are... but i suppose if you love someone as much as we love eachother you just make it work out...
umm.... so anywho... i've been thinking about the shit i was supposed to think about along time ago and it all makes perfect sense... yah... okay so i guess i'll admit i haven't been really giving a shit about my appearance or school or life in general... well... while contemplating all that i've wanted to do... and all the shit that it takes to get me and i've pretty much fucked myself over... i let myself forget who i was and the things i want to acomplish... i'm hoping that instead of saying that i'm going to straighten my shit up that i actually do it... i want to make my boyfriend proud... i want to be respected by my parents and others... i want to be able to tell my parents to fuck off and that i could prove them wrong... thats the thing i've wanted to be able to do forever...
Okay... so my brother eric gets out of jail soon and im so excited... thats another person i'd love to slap in the face and say thank god i didn't turn out like you... yah mean so damn true... I miss him though... he used to call all the time but the calls stopped for a while because he was ashamed of the shit i was doing... so now that i've got out that damn scene i was stuck in i can proudly say fuck you to him... anyways... well
I'm doing better now that you can all see and i am still alive... I miss all of you that keep updated with the dramatic life of kelly... I can't wait fo winter formal... i've had so many people ask me but of course i want to go with the person that means the most... i'm so happy to have him... if i could only put into words the love i feel... i must part from this lap top....
much love...
Kelly Belly...
umm.... so anywho... i've been thinking about the shit i was supposed to think about along time ago and it all makes perfect sense... yah... okay so i guess i'll admit i haven't been really giving a shit about my appearance or school or life in general... well... while contemplating all that i've wanted to do... and all the shit that it takes to get me and i've pretty much fucked myself over... i let myself forget who i was and the things i want to acomplish... i'm hoping that instead of saying that i'm going to straighten my shit up that i actually do it... i want to make my boyfriend proud... i want to be respected by my parents and others... i want to be able to tell my parents to fuck off and that i could prove them wrong... thats the thing i've wanted to be able to do forever...
Okay... so my brother eric gets out of jail soon and im so excited... thats another person i'd love to slap in the face and say thank god i didn't turn out like you... yah mean so damn true... I miss him though... he used to call all the time but the calls stopped for a while because he was ashamed of the shit i was doing... so now that i've got out that damn scene i was stuck in i can proudly say fuck you to him... anyways... well
I'm doing better now that you can all see and i am still alive... I miss all of you that keep updated with the dramatic life of kelly... I can't wait fo winter formal... i've had so many people ask me but of course i want to go with the person that means the most... i'm so happy to have him... if i could only put into words the love i feel... i must part from this lap top....
much love...
Kelly Belly...