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these past few day i have staid up all night staring into the darkness just thinking, as i lie there i begin to think about merrissa and how i miss her so damn much and can't waite to come home and see her talk with her and lay down in her comfortable bed, damn that thing is salf. to liston to her voice, and to lay down with her and run my hand throw her soft sandy blond hair, an rub her soft skin, and to look in to her jade colored eye one more time. i miss you mez so damn much