May 01, 2005 00:01
How do you say goodbye to the past without giving away the future, maybe it wont be the same and thatd be better then it never being again. but if you dont want we dont have to talk ever again, i know youll be fine without me because you dont need me, and i dont need you, i dont know how to deal with anything, its this or yelling which is not me, and since i receive no guidance, the only thing that i can do is this. ill make no more effort, until you say theres hope, i understand that that day may never come, im upset because i have no place by you, its not because i hate you, so let that not be youre reason. that can not be youre excuse, besides you dont need one you dont need a reason ill understand. i want to talk, but only if you want to friends are forever i understand, but its still upsetting, i hate how i have this growing disdain, i trusted and supported, i gave what id want in a friendship, if i wasnt a good enough friend, then, i dont think there is a soultion, i want to talk but how can i know you tell the truth when you say you care if you wont even talk?