I HATE THIS FUCKING HOUSE
My Fucking god..i hate this house...i'm seriously going to go legally insane!! Everyone else thinks that their problems are bad..you all have nothing compared to what i have to deal with EVERYDAY!!! Everyone else in this damn city has it soooooooo fucking easy for them, you all get everything handed to you on a silver platter and when something small happens like ur friends stop talking to you or your parents take away your cell phone that they pay for, everything in the world stops!! I feel for those of you that are like that because you will NOT make it in this world. I need to go find a job so i can fucking have money for myself and stop looking for change around the house so i can go buy something to eat. And another thing..i really have been thinking about this lately and i do really want to go to college in january but just the other day on friday i over heard my parents talking about their financial problems and i don't want them having to pay for my school. Man i really don't think we'll get that much in finacial aid cuz my parents aren't making too much money nor did they last year. I don't know its all so confusing. And it made me even more sad when yesterday my mom goes to turn on the faucet and NOTHING came out, they had shut off our water shit man we couldn't even flush the toliet till we paid it. Luckily my dad scavenged up some money and paid it!! Shit like that makes u really appreciate the little things you take for granted. Like those looooong showers and flushing your toliet. I didn't even know we had to pay to fucking flush our toliets!!Anyways yea my brother is pissing off like no other...whenever he's actually home now and i JUST get on the computer he wants to get on so he can do some fucking pointless flyer. And the thing is he ALWAYS fucks up the computer when he does those flyers on illustrator...PISSES ME OFF. And last week we found out that from our external hard drive we're using 34gig out of it and 10 of those gis are from my brother's files. That's a shitload of files.
Well that's besides the point..yea i'm going to try and clean my room today then go to baker square and fill out an app..Ben said they were hiring for host! I was going to go yesterday but i was too lazy to go drive out there but i will today!! Anywayz..hoLLerr!!
Well that's besides the point..yea i'm going to try and clean my room today then go to baker square and fill out an app..Ben said they were hiring for host! I was going to go yesterday but i was too lazy to go drive out there but i will today!! Anywayz..hoLLerr!!