what is this bullshit?
As all of you who ACTUALLY READ my lj, I live with my boyfriend. My boyfriend has been having some serious issues lately and has finally gone to see a psychiatrist. But now hes coming off one med and getting started on another and the last week/week and a half, he's totally blown me off. Barely even kissed me. He swears its the medicine. But I can't help wondering, ya know? he never blows me off for anything important, he isn't even back to work yet. he sleeps a whole lot. and right now, hes at jims playing ps2. But all day he felt like shit so I had to go back into town AFTER I got home from work to pay part of the verizon bill. I really can't complain about that cuz he let me take the caddy, and it is a beautful machine. thats the first time he's trusted me to drive it. but I don't get how he can feel THAT bad then all of a sudden stay out all night at his friends. Am I just being paranoid? Or is he avoiding me? And why is it, Bruce when I REALLY gotta talk, you aren't online? I mean, brandon has my cell cuz he dropped his in the damn bathtub and I can't wait up for him to get home, I gotta go to work early tomorrow. DAMMIT>DAMMIT.