~*Good Times Never Forget*~
So i know i havent written anything in here in ages i think its because everything has changed in my life since the last time i wrote or this still feel kinda the same ive grown up and grew apart from some people but hey thats a part of life you grow up you make new friends and the ones that stopped talken to you for some stupid reason were never your friend in the first place....i decided as of the end of 2004 i was not returning to school for a semester that i was gonna get my head straight a full time job and just have some fun before its all over these are suspose to be the best years of my life and i see nothin that great bout them i mean i have that someone that means the world to me but sometimes i feel as if i dont exist to him he gets so excited when i talk bout my car and what i want to do with it then we hang out then he doesnt answer his phone or anything for another month hes full of false hopes..................................
my parents left today for a week and i should be excited bout it but i miss them already its a sunday morning and i have noone to have breakfast with it kinda makes me want to cry a little bit but the good thing is that my gram is comen to stay not to watch over me but for some company and i have decided i really dont like one of my aunts and i could careless if she likes me my poor uncle is sick becuz of her and i hate that cuz he was fine and when we were all at a party earlier in the week my aunt was staring hardcore when he would talk to an old friend that he has been friends with forever and in all reality he should of married the friend instead of my aunt at least i know he would be taken care of and she wouldnt stress him out or get on his case she pisses me off so bad i wish she would just disappear sometimes
i know im just ranting but i had to get this out this morning so whatever