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I can't wait for this semester to be over...So much has been going on I don't even know where to begin...The week I came back from California was pretty good...Some stuff happened that confused me and I probably shouldn't have ever initiated any of that stuff again...I don't know what I was thinking going over his place and staying there, but all I can say is that it was a MAJOR mistake and most of my feelings for him came back...They are starting to dwindle down again since he's been treating me like shit and I don't want to deal with it anymore...He's so incredibly fake and just treats me like shit...I'm not really looking to be treated like shit anymore...I went through that phase and it's over and I don't want to talk to him anymore and play those stupid games...I wasted like 8 months of my life on that shit when I could have been doing more productive things...It's not going to happen again...
Jamie also ruined things between Nikki and I which is always good...I finally have a family member that wants me around and wants to talk to me and stuff and Jamie goes and ruins it...Thank you Jamie...Nikki seriously despises me I hope you're happy with what you've done
On a lighter note I've found a new party pal...Noreen!!...Noreen is a riot to get drunk with...I've also hung out with Bernard a few times...He's quite fun...Not to mention he's quite good looking...Ugh, the holidays are coming up and I'm bummed...That's nothing new though..
Jamie also ruined things between Nikki and I which is always good...I finally have a family member that wants me around and wants to talk to me and stuff and Jamie goes and ruins it...Thank you Jamie...Nikki seriously despises me I hope you're happy with what you've done
On a lighter note I've found a new party pal...Noreen!!...Noreen is a riot to get drunk with...I've also hung out with Bernard a few times...He's quite fun...Not to mention he's quite good looking...Ugh, the holidays are coming up and I'm bummed...That's nothing new though..