Some thoughts and what not

Jan 07, 2007 21:30

Have you ever known a nice girl who was right in FRONT of you, a girl that really kind, caring, etc. probably likes you, but you don't seem attracted to her. You go off and date all the bad girls who you shouldn't date. There is something really appealing about bad girls (a general statement about people liking bad girls).
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I realized that I am a girl. HAHA in the since that I have hips and a butt, unlike guys, so I decided to try on girl snowboard pants in hopes they wood have a less baggie fit and more comfortable fit (and being able to wear them blow my hips like how I where my pants)...I feel in love. I then tried on a girls winter coat and oddly it fit fine. Its really girly tho lol...and I like it. So now I have boarding shit that isn't super baggy and too big for me.
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I know that I am a runner and run away from shit when it starts to get bad (like transfering from UNH to NEC after only a semester) and I kept thinking that what I need is an anchore to hold me in one spot, but I now realized that I don't need that at all. What I need is to find myself...or what I'm looking for. So this year is gonna be about self-discovery and making myself happy (hopefully).
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