Been Busy...
So last weekend was AWSOME! Met up with Jamie, went to the beach where we took a bunch of pics and watched the sun go down. Then we went to Asheley's house for a lil bit. Had lesbian pizza (mushroom pizza) oh it was AMAZING. Then we went to the club...which it has been like a year since I have really been to the club and actually danced. Felt good. Then i spent the night at Jamies'.
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Got pretty drunk with Cali, Regan, and Kate on last Saturday. WoW, i have never drank so fast. I had 3 smirronoffs in the time it took Cali to have a beer. Then I did some stupid shit that I am not proud of. It was deffently a red flag to myself saying that i have a problem (although i'll only admit it like 75% rite now). I can't believe what i did or what i said. Only two ppl know what I did, but I was saying to Kelly that I wanted to die and that i hate myself. That is SOOO not me.
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Last nite I went to the 3...last minute decsion. It was fun, but not as fun as last week...didnt dance as much. But however, a really hott girl...WAY outta my league danced with me...well ok, gave me some points as well. She was like "im trying to make you feel comfortable". Then before leaving she told me, "Your good people...don't get caught up in the drama". I'm not exactly sure what that ment, like what drama exactly she was talking about. Two NEC sports lesbians talked to me last night. One of them gave me a hug twice last week and then kinda told me to come dance with her sometime that night...i am a shy kid and ya, so i didnt. The other girl, makes my math class worth going to (oh girls...) and she "shock my hand", the whole sports handshake thing...ya and was like "i knew your gay-ass would be here 2nite!". Crazy, very crazy. Oh and then some girl came up to me and asked me if i wanted to dance, so i danced like 4 songs with her. I wasnt feeling her tho...nope nope. Oh, so Jamie was DRUNK as all hell...Steph, Jamie, me, and Asheley all went to Brickfords and stayed until like 3:15 in the morning! They were slow and we were talking and messing around as well. Very good times. I didnt get home until 4 am. It was hard to keep my eyes open on the drive.
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Got pretty drunk with Cali, Regan, and Kate on last Saturday. WoW, i have never drank so fast. I had 3 smirronoffs in the time it took Cali to have a beer. Then I did some stupid shit that I am not proud of. It was deffently a red flag to myself saying that i have a problem (although i'll only admit it like 75% rite now). I can't believe what i did or what i said. Only two ppl know what I did, but I was saying to Kelly that I wanted to die and that i hate myself. That is SOOO not me.
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Last nite I went to the 3...last minute decsion. It was fun, but not as fun as last week...didnt dance as much. But however, a really hott girl...WAY outta my league danced with me...well ok, gave me some points as well. She was like "im trying to make you feel comfortable". Then before leaving she told me, "Your good people...don't get caught up in the drama". I'm not exactly sure what that ment, like what drama exactly she was talking about. Two NEC sports lesbians talked to me last night. One of them gave me a hug twice last week and then kinda told me to come dance with her sometime that night...i am a shy kid and ya, so i didnt. The other girl, makes my math class worth going to (oh girls...) and she "shock my hand", the whole sports handshake thing...ya and was like "i knew your gay-ass would be here 2nite!". Crazy, very crazy. Oh and then some girl came up to me and asked me if i wanted to dance, so i danced like 4 songs with her. I wasnt feeling her tho...nope nope. Oh, so Jamie was DRUNK as all hell...Steph, Jamie, me, and Asheley all went to Brickfords and stayed until like 3:15 in the morning! They were slow and we were talking and messing around as well. Very good times. I didnt get home until 4 am. It was hard to keep my eyes open on the drive.