I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!
OK I AM OFFICIALLY FREAKING OUT!!!! I JUST GOT A CALL FROM MY GYNO(CAUSE I JUST HAD MY YEARLY) AND SHE SAID THAT THERE ARE SOME ABNORMALTIES AND I NEED TO COME BACK IN ON THE 19TH TO HAVE A COLONOSCOPY... I JUST WENT ON THE INTERNET TO FIND OUT WHAT THE HELL THAT WAS AND WHAT IT MEANT, FOR ONE THING IT SOUNDS PAINFUL AND TWO THEY GO IN MY BOOTY HOLE!!!! IT HELPS DETECT EARLY SIGNS OF CANVER AND STUFF LIKE THAT!!!! I AM SO SCARED!!!! I KNOW THIS PROBABLY SOUNDS GROSS BUT HEY YOU GUYS ARE MY FRIENDS AND I NEED SOME SUPPORT!!!! I DON'T KNOW WEITHER OR NOT TO TELL CHRIS YET SO PLEASE HELP ME!!!! HE WORRIES ABOUT ME SO MUCH I DON'T WANT TO SCARE HIM!!!! TELL ME WHAT U THINK!!! I LOVE YOU ALL *HUGGIES*