Without it all,im choking on nothing,its clear in my head im screaming for something..you..
So klay i guess got things mixed up today,but hey o well. i miss him so much. I'm at amys right now staying the night. I'm going home tomorrow morning, i really hope klay gets on tonite. I'm just gona stay on to seeif he signs on. If not I know where he is :/ I THINK.:(. I havnt talk to him today. I'm Worried about him. I never cared about what anyone said about him. Hes special, everyone is just so unbelivably jelous, of how great of a person he really is. No one understands him like I do. Truthfully were the same. Both of us run away from the real love. But the one thing i changed is i have to stop running. Now he has to learn to..Run towards me.. My everything you are. I hate to sound obsessive,because im not. I mean this is journal, where you express your'e inner most deep thoughts and feelings. I truthfully cant live without him. And i wont give up. Im not gona loose another one and be unhappy again. Well neways..I had sum bug bites on my arm it sucked! Jared told me to put rubbing alcohol on them so i did. YAY and it went down. I told him ty!lol!
My O so Emo Qoute- Pick up the gun,Pull the trigger,Dont be scared cause i'm not.
Its actually very true.
I cant wait til Warptour! I'm definetly gona find a way to go!!! I wana see so many bands that will be playing.
And everyone i would like to add to this sumthing..How i have Changed: The night I met Klay,I realized what love was..and the reminders of the littlest things that ment so much. I use to be sum what of a cheater after brett fucked me over then Matt(fefe) fucked me over when i cared about him... Everyone knows that. I changed 100% when i met Klay. I would rather give up every guy in the world,rather than loosing him. Hes my everything. With him i dont need anymore guys. And if i dont get to be with him again,then..i dont want neone else..i'll just be alone.
Goodnite..I'll be awake late tonite as usuaul..hit me up on AIM,haha
<3loveChrissy