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Adams family is so fucked up.
All they do is argue, fight, and do coke.
I like them, dont get me wrong. Fun people. Especially Adams mom. But they are sucking the good out of Adam and he's turning into a fucking spaz. He's a totally different fucking person when hes there. All they care about is his money. They depend on his money for rent, groceries, and drugs. He never has anything. So it makes him have so much hate inside because he feels stuck.
Then Mike gets all fucked up tonight on campus and gets in a fight with a bouncer at the bar and Adam has to come to the rescue...and almost gets shot. Im glad he left his bullets and clip here, because if not, he prolly woulda shot up a buncha people. And be in jail. And his life would be ruined.
So much more, but I wont get into that.
Its just really getting to Adam. And that makes us fight. Because he has so much fucking anger boiling in his blood. I really worry about him. I cant even sleep because I dont know what the fuck he's gonna do. Im so worried he's gonna get himself into some kind of trouble.
I worry about Mike, too, cause he's gonna end up in a bunch of shit. He just keeps getting worse.
If things dont change, theres gonna be a huge blow up. Not just with his family, but with ALL of us. I cant take it.
They scare me.
I dont know why I care so much. Im sure they dont give a fuck about what happens to me. But oh well.
I just wish I could help them somehow.
*sigh*
All they do is argue, fight, and do coke.
I like them, dont get me wrong. Fun people. Especially Adams mom. But they are sucking the good out of Adam and he's turning into a fucking spaz. He's a totally different fucking person when hes there. All they care about is his money. They depend on his money for rent, groceries, and drugs. He never has anything. So it makes him have so much hate inside because he feels stuck.
Then Mike gets all fucked up tonight on campus and gets in a fight with a bouncer at the bar and Adam has to come to the rescue...and almost gets shot. Im glad he left his bullets and clip here, because if not, he prolly woulda shot up a buncha people. And be in jail. And his life would be ruined.
So much more, but I wont get into that.
Its just really getting to Adam. And that makes us fight. Because he has so much fucking anger boiling in his blood. I really worry about him. I cant even sleep because I dont know what the fuck he's gonna do. Im so worried he's gonna get himself into some kind of trouble.
I worry about Mike, too, cause he's gonna end up in a bunch of shit. He just keeps getting worse.
If things dont change, theres gonna be a huge blow up. Not just with his family, but with ALL of us. I cant take it.
They scare me.
I dont know why I care so much. Im sure they dont give a fuck about what happens to me. But oh well.
I just wish I could help them somehow.
*sigh*