You know what I discovered?
I discovered that being a friend is not only what you do when you're actually friends,it's what you do when you've decided to go your seperate ways. Over the past couple of years I have made many friends,women that I still adore to this day but for one reason or another,we've lost contact or drifted apart or even had a difference of opinion that couldn't seem to get resolved at the time. While we are no longer in contact,I can't help but think about how things fell apart after we or someone else in our group dealt with the end of said friendships. Petty,mean words, rude comments,baring personal information that at the time that person trusted you with. All of those things make me wonder...Is it the nature of the beast to deal with loss in this fashion or is it possible that we/they/she/them were never really friends to begin with? I miss you all,I still love all of you...You know who you are. I mean(and never did) you no ill will and I hope your lives and families are flourishing. I'm looking inward,something I've been doing a lot of these days. You can take this home,mash it up and digest it,or you can ignore it,I merely needed a place to put this. Carry on with your lives now,I'm done for tonight. :)