Gimme Space So I Can Breathe!!!
Ahhhh!!! Geez.... I feel smothered, and Lonely.....
SMOTHERED-cuz my parents and the cult wont leave me alone
-AND-
LONELY-cuz im sorta fighting with my best friend, and i want a guy like woah!!!
I've come to the conclusion that I absolutely, positively NEED a male companion, aka a boyfriend!!!!
OKAY...so heres the deal...i am currently interested in 2 bois as of this moment, Ben Breen and My Best Friend....ooowww..... ahhhh... .....
OKay well Ben is soooooooooo B-E-A-UTIFUL, with his hott arm muscles and BIG blue eyes but hes just soooooooooo shy that all he can muster up the courage to do is answer my questions with a simple small nod, or just MAYBE a few words, okay???.........but i definately know he's interested in me because he constantly stares @ me in 3rd hour ("Law for Business and Personal Use", business ethics class, dont ask)when he thinks i dont see him doing it and i've talked to him a few times, about class and gay stuff, but hes just sooooooo shy....hmmm, this arrangement prolly wont work out since i'm like wooo outgoing and hes like wooo shy!!! but well see, this possibility isnt totally ruled out.... just yet
AND....i think my best friend is in love with me, i can just tell from these suttle little hints but i mean its not like i like him back...i dont think...at least not much....eeeww! what am i saying?? its patty!!!!! ~~~~ OKay Patrick and i have been friends for awhile now but just recently like best friends and i really dont wanna fuck this friendship up cuz i cherish him sooooo much. he is just so awesome, like we tell eachother EVERYTHING, even those weird and sumtimes gross secrets that you wont even tell your mom, and those feelings only you know, that you didnt even know u knew how to put into words cuz they were so confusing to u at the time but now that u think about them and can actually talk about them with a person you trust, they suddenly make sense.......................I mean we have an awesome friendship, and hes soooooo perfect, hes awesome and sensative and loving and caring and nice and devoted and soooo hott!!!! omg i am attracted to him in everyway possible!!!! ow ow!!! BUT were just friends and i cant really look @ him any differently, but umm i dunno, i dont really think theres ne thing there, maybe i just want there to be...hmmmm
FeeF is coming over soon, to make up with me.....hmmm, hope that goes good, i've missed her the past few days ne way
Well later and have a good day/night/week/weekend/month/year/life Whatever, C@$$