Jul 28, 2006 12:39
So the past 24 hours have been very enlightening. Maybe enlightening......maybe just confusing as hell because once again, I have let others make me doubt myself......hate it when that happens........
Don't you ever wish that you could live in a moment forever. Summer seems to be this incredible period of time where things happen that you never thought would happen. You seem to accomplish so much and then, as soon as its over, everything is gone. You are left with memories of what was, what could have been, what will come next summer.
I wish that I didn't make things more complicated than they have to be. I don't like that I'm so f-ing dependent on my cell phone, as silly as that sounds. And I REALLY dislike the bird right outside my window that thinks its fun to sing its lungs out at 4 in the freakin morning!
I keep having to remind myself of how good things are right now and enjoy them now rather than focus on what the future my bring.