otakon
alright, just a lil bit of info, just to update a bit cuz it's been hella long since my last. went to ota, saw kizu w/new girl and cried like a baby. i still feel physically sick and i still feel a pain in my chest whenever i think of him. i dunno what to do, but terence and scott helped me forget about him, and now i have 2 guys that are cool and would be perfect for me but i don't want chasing after me... not to mention i'm stil pressed over kizu AND steve at the same goddamn time.... fuck, what the hell am i gonna do??? *cries*