Oct 10, 2004 12:35
Last night turned out to be the best freaking night of my life...well one of the best nights of my life...mexico is still up there...haha right claud??...and there is also that time i snuck out of my house with claud and we left....well i won't say with who.....but she knows.....and also that party we went to in mission.....that was great.....well anyways....i went to this bad ass party last night...and i did everything i probly would have never done if i had thought about it twice like i usually do....that probly sounds bad...but my philosophy is that....sometimes u just need to ignore the rules and live a lttle....i don't wanna look back i say "damn why didn't i do that when i had the chance" and yea i know that sometimes experiences can be bad.....but hey...you get through them and learn from them.....so it's ok to be bad once in a while.....one thing i learned last night was that i'm still young and i'm single...so i can get with as many guys as i want(not in a slutty way)....and i learned that there are so many guys out there....i shouldn't just limit my self to one little crush forever....and i don't think i want a relationship right now(well maybe)....i really like being single(sometimes)....i think i just didn't know that i was able to get guys.....that's why i was so worried about being alone...but i learned differently last night....hehe it was great....thanks so some people......o my advice to ya'll is.....THE HARDEST THING IN THE WORLD IS TO LIVE...SO BE BRAVE AND LIVE!!!!!!
love ya,
Sammy