Oct 20, 2004 19:00
last night in the car..i didn't really feel anything....well i thought i didn't....*he* picked me up last night by the way....it had been like a week?? or two?? since i'd seen *him*....and it had been like forever since i had actually talked to *him*....i kinda remind myself of carrie(sex and the city) and *he* is mr. big.....even after he breaks my heart so many times....every time i see *him* i just melt and can't help myself.....i wish i had a pair of manolo blahniks like carrie but my mom doesn't want to give me $500 to buy some.....so maybe some other time....
i didnt really like today...first period i hated cheerleading as always.....she yelled so ugly today....i'm seriously scared to go to class tomorrow cuz of her......
got a 104 on my history test..so that was kinda good
got a 100 on a physics quiz..so that should raise my average
ale was moved to the altos...yea i'm not loner anymore.....but i'm so tired by 4th period that i hardly sing anymore
got in a little word battle with natalie(cantu)..she's such an ugly skank....and she tries so hard to actually be liked....too bad she's jealous of me...cuz i'm that damn good...haha j/j
tried out for dinner show....i'm so mad at myself i could have done so much better......
came home and found out some good news about *him*....i still dont know how he was able to see my blumers.....well guys have secret powers i guess....
well i guess i'll go now.....i feel like i have so much more to get off my chest but don't know where to start maybe tomorrow if i actually have time.....bye
sammy