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Ever have one of those days where you just feel like screaming and crying? I'm having one of those days.
Only good thing come out of it; Jen and I are talking again since being on the cruise together.
Lunch hour, went and picked up prom invitations. Had to book my table. Jamie left 2 spaces at her table for Paul and I (I assume) but Jen was there and she's on her own so I didn't want her sitting alone so I signed up for the same table. I also didn't want Jamie's table because she has some of the most people I don't get along with at all (Melissa, Greer, etc).
And now, I'm beginning to regret bringing Paul to prom. He's being such a jackass. I was first really excited about prom and now I don't wanna go. We were going to go to the prom, he was going to meet me there (bcuz he lives in Orilia), and have fun, etc. Then if there were after parties I would go and so would he, and then we were going to go back to his place and since he was 19, we would have a few drinks, etc. Well, now he's giving me attitude saying, "I don't see why I should have to WASTE GAS go to barrie" blah blah blah. Like, he's graduated already; this is MY PROM not his!! Argh.. And then he's also saying "I have to watch the desk on Friday when I get back and also on Sat". And he's just being a complete asshole!!! argh!!! This is supposed to be my day.. and since I won't even probably be getting married, this may be the last special day I ever have!! argh!! and the one person i want to be here for me can't be because she's out having more fun doing more things.. argh... This is just, not a good day.
Only good thing come out of it; Jen and I are talking again since being on the cruise together.
Lunch hour, went and picked up prom invitations. Had to book my table. Jamie left 2 spaces at her table for Paul and I (I assume) but Jen was there and she's on her own so I didn't want her sitting alone so I signed up for the same table. I also didn't want Jamie's table because she has some of the most people I don't get along with at all (Melissa, Greer, etc).
And now, I'm beginning to regret bringing Paul to prom. He's being such a jackass. I was first really excited about prom and now I don't wanna go. We were going to go to the prom, he was going to meet me there (bcuz he lives in Orilia), and have fun, etc. Then if there were after parties I would go and so would he, and then we were going to go back to his place and since he was 19, we would have a few drinks, etc. Well, now he's giving me attitude saying, "I don't see why I should have to WASTE GAS go to barrie" blah blah blah. Like, he's graduated already; this is MY PROM not his!! Argh.. And then he's also saying "I have to watch the desk on Friday when I get back and also on Sat". And he's just being a complete asshole!!! argh!!! This is supposed to be my day.. and since I won't even probably be getting married, this may be the last special day I ever have!! argh!! and the one person i want to be here for me can't be because she's out having more fun doing more things.. argh... This is just, not a good day.