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I need to talk to the only one who understands me right now.. Rachel.
And she's not even in the same country to be able to hold me and just let me cry in her arms and tell her everything.
God I need someone like that right now so bad. Keep me on the right path. Neither of us can have drugs but want it so bad bcuz of whats happening in either of our lives so if she was here, we could help eachother.
I hope Kathy comes home soon...
Rachel suggested she may try to come here for my graduation but I don't know if she will. I hope so. I don't think she could afford to though so I don't know.
I really need a secretary job that I would like, but keep my mind busy while she's over there keeping herself busy too.
*wipes tears* Its just feelings and I won't act on them anymore I promise all of you. Just keep me on the straight and narrow ok?? I need as much support as possible at this time and just knowing you all are here I'd appreciate it.
I need to tone down these emotions. *sigh*
OK, I'm calm again.
And she's not even in the same country to be able to hold me and just let me cry in her arms and tell her everything.
God I need someone like that right now so bad. Keep me on the right path. Neither of us can have drugs but want it so bad bcuz of whats happening in either of our lives so if she was here, we could help eachother.
I hope Kathy comes home soon...
Rachel suggested she may try to come here for my graduation but I don't know if she will. I hope so. I don't think she could afford to though so I don't know.
I really need a secretary job that I would like, but keep my mind busy while she's over there keeping herself busy too.
*wipes tears* Its just feelings and I won't act on them anymore I promise all of you. Just keep me on the straight and narrow ok?? I need as much support as possible at this time and just knowing you all are here I'd appreciate it.
I need to tone down these emotions. *sigh*
OK, I'm calm again.