I met the love of my life only to have her disappear until October. Yes, she will return. But it will be a long time before I feel those arms around me again. (If she doesn't change her mind about me when she's gone.)
Saw her today after school and got a present from her. Its a sweet teddy, its so I don't feel lonely. I can't help but absolutely ball and cry my eyes out every time I think of her on that plane though. I'm happy she's happy but I feel.. I dunno.
This weekend I may make something or Wed if I don't have any hmwk.
I wish I could explain what she means to me.. I can't though. She is just.. everything. I miss her already and I can't stop balling thinking about her.
KATHY BABYGURL, YOU ARE THE LIGHT IN MY LIFE, AND WHAT KEEPS ME MOTIVATED. HURRY HOME SO WE CAN MAKE OUR OWN HOME TOGETHER AND CALL IT OURS. I CAN NOT WAIT TO FEEL COMPLETE AGAIN WITH YOU IN MY ARMS WHERE YOU BELONG.
Sorry babe, my computer is down so I don't have any photos of you anymore right now.
^ Kathy ^ --> I LOVE YOU.. COME BACK SOON.. PLEASE.