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Uhh Hmm so I have the internet agian....
For Like weeks now, I just have forget all about Live journal.
So I got a job! yea! It's Applebees, which could be goodtimes.I hope I do good. Ok enough of that.
Do you ever know something is wrong but don't know how to say something or what to do about it? I have this problem, Like I have always had ADD but it is getting bad. Or something else is going on. Like dyslexia, ? I have a hard time spelling words that are easy, and at times I just feel stupid, and it's getting worse and I really don't know what to do? Like I don't want to have problems, that makes me different and I really don't want to be different. Not because of what people will think or say. Just cause I don't want to have to deal with something new. I like how I am, I don't take medication and I don't go to doctors. I don't want to have to go talk to someone about what might be wrong with me. What if it is something fucked up? Like I don't know. Like what if i'm becoming a schitzo? I don't think I am, but how fucked up would that be? They say it doesn't kick in till early twenty's. I worry about myself. I should probability start drinking more heavily. That should work. Good plan! Ok going to bed.
For Like weeks now, I just have forget all about Live journal.
So I got a job! yea! It's Applebees, which could be goodtimes.I hope I do good. Ok enough of that.
Do you ever know something is wrong but don't know how to say something or what to do about it? I have this problem, Like I have always had ADD but it is getting bad. Or something else is going on. Like dyslexia, ? I have a hard time spelling words that are easy, and at times I just feel stupid, and it's getting worse and I really don't know what to do? Like I don't want to have problems, that makes me different and I really don't want to be different. Not because of what people will think or say. Just cause I don't want to have to deal with something new. I like how I am, I don't take medication and I don't go to doctors. I don't want to have to go talk to someone about what might be wrong with me. What if it is something fucked up? Like I don't know. Like what if i'm becoming a schitzo? I don't think I am, but how fucked up would that be? They say it doesn't kick in till early twenty's. I worry about myself. I should probability start drinking more heavily. That should work. Good plan! Ok going to bed.