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well hey im actually gon write in this thing not like ne1 ever reads it newayz so wats it matter im gonnna actually update 2 ima vent bout life and complain fo a bit cuz everytime i do to a real person they bitch me out so if u got something 2 say and u dont like me complaining 4 like the first time ever come do something bout it...
but yea so life like really sucks right now, theres never nething 2 do i never rlly get myself time and i dont no if i have many friends that are actually friends nemore, not like i ever did, but yea so lets see wats my problems well im tired of skool and work i mean its all i ever do during da week its skool for like 6 hours a day or watever and it drains me wit all da stress and shit wit homework and how terrible im doing i hate it then on da weekends i work 4 6 hours and i have 2 do homework when i get home so i have no me time or time to chill wit friends, and when i do chill wit friends theres nothing 2 do so wats da point? right now life just seems so pointless im tired of it, and y does every1 expect me to do everything4 them and when i dont do something or i complain a little they get all mad and bitchy like some assholes or something and when i ask 4 something wich is very rare they get mad that im asking 4 something, lets see wat else, well i think i may have wasted money on my permit cuz i just cant seem 2 drive right im terrible at it i prolly wont b able to take my road test 4 a long time and i dont even care bout driving a car i want a motorcycle license and stuff but i cant get that til i get my license wich blows umm well lets get on with the gurls problems... well fuck it, its pointless everytime i try 2 get close 2 a gurl to date her and it seems everything is going right, something gets messed up like she finds some1 else or she already has some1 and plus i just cant seem 2 get a decent gurl to like me except 4 one or two who i cant let mmyself get 2 close 2 bcuz of certain reasons wich i wont make public maybe im just ugly with no game or nething o and lets see i rlly wanna lose weight bad and get skinnier but i just cant seem 2 find a way 2 do it no matter wat and usually i wouldnt rlly care bout being fat but my own family wont drop da shit and that pisses me off cuz its all cool at first but after a while it rlly starts to sink in and nothing goes my way so when i plan something it dont work out right im just so sick of life right now i need a damn break, and 4 those who actually read my lil journal im not going like emo and suicidal or nething im just venting so dont worry i dont need ne1's help with nething aite later
but yea so life like really sucks right now, theres never nething 2 do i never rlly get myself time and i dont no if i have many friends that are actually friends nemore, not like i ever did, but yea so lets see wats my problems well im tired of skool and work i mean its all i ever do during da week its skool for like 6 hours a day or watever and it drains me wit all da stress and shit wit homework and how terrible im doing i hate it then on da weekends i work 4 6 hours and i have 2 do homework when i get home so i have no me time or time to chill wit friends, and when i do chill wit friends theres nothing 2 do so wats da point? right now life just seems so pointless im tired of it, and y does every1 expect me to do everything4 them and when i dont do something or i complain a little they get all mad and bitchy like some assholes or something and when i ask 4 something wich is very rare they get mad that im asking 4 something, lets see wat else, well i think i may have wasted money on my permit cuz i just cant seem 2 drive right im terrible at it i prolly wont b able to take my road test 4 a long time and i dont even care bout driving a car i want a motorcycle license and stuff but i cant get that til i get my license wich blows umm well lets get on with the gurls problems... well fuck it, its pointless everytime i try 2 get close 2 a gurl to date her and it seems everything is going right, something gets messed up like she finds some1 else or she already has some1 and plus i just cant seem 2 get a decent gurl to like me except 4 one or two who i cant let mmyself get 2 close 2 bcuz of certain reasons wich i wont make public maybe im just ugly with no game or nething o and lets see i rlly wanna lose weight bad and get skinnier but i just cant seem 2 find a way 2 do it no matter wat and usually i wouldnt rlly care bout being fat but my own family wont drop da shit and that pisses me off cuz its all cool at first but after a while it rlly starts to sink in and nothing goes my way so when i plan something it dont work out right im just so sick of life right now i need a damn break, and 4 those who actually read my lil journal im not going like emo and suicidal or nething im just venting so dont worry i dont need ne1's help with nething aite later