my faith...
well... yesterday was the first day in 4 months that i stepped into that church... i had forgotten everything that i loved about it... for some reason it's like a home away from home for me... bc for a while it was my only escape from home... when my dad was being really hard on me about my brother... when louie died... when i felt that all my friends were against me... God and sherm were always there... i just didn't knwo what to do anymore...
when i talked to sherman yesterday i felt like such crap... bc he told me i need to stop being so selfish and start doing things for other ppl... and then i will be happy... maybe he's right... maybe that's all i need to get my life back on track...
ill first start with laurie.. and helping her move all her stuff back to her mom's house... and then i can move onto shani and her family... and see what i can do there... i might cook dinner for them or something... what do yall think? let me know if that's a good idea guys k?
love you both so friggin much!!!
when i talked to sherman yesterday i felt like such crap... bc he told me i need to stop being so selfish and start doing things for other ppl... and then i will be happy... maybe he's right... maybe that's all i need to get my life back on track...
ill first start with laurie.. and helping her move all her stuff back to her mom's house... and then i can move onto shani and her family... and see what i can do there... i might cook dinner for them or something... what do yall think? let me know if that's a good idea guys k?
love you both so friggin much!!!