kissing
while cleaning outmy favorites folder i came across a website on love that my friend sent me a really long time ago. it was so cute, with the lyrics to songs like "all by myself", and little love poems. i was looking through it when i got to the whole kissing part, and i suddenlly got really sad and lonely. i realized how much i wish i had someone there for me to jsut go up and kiss when ever i wanted, or soemone to hold my hand. ahhhhh, so depressing. on a hppier note, i finally hung my curtains. yippie! at the moment my loneliness is increased by my having to stay home, and do work/clean. i iwsh people would just tell me how they feel, and it wouldn't be akward or anything. hmmmm. also, schedules came in...don't know wut to think. and im going to have a relapse w/ all the lack of sleep ive experienced lately. grumble grumble.