grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
why the fuck did he hurt me i didnt do anything why did he tell me he loved me and then fall out of love with me, did he leave me for someone else or no..... what did i do.... i love him so much and yet he is avoiding me and not seeming like he ever wants to see me again, why cant we be friends... i was alone on valentines and it sucked..... i was looking forward to it till jeremy broke up with me or wait i mean just fucking played games with me and let me guess if we broke up or not.... at least he could of done is talked to me in person and told me if we were broken up or not but he didnt have the balls.... i miss him still and he is still the greatest guy i have ever met even after the shit he put me through.... i will always love you no matter what you decide -jessi-