fucking snow....
this snow sucks grrrrrrr....... i hate this. why do i have to live in michigan i hate michigan, i hate the weather and i hate snow, why cant fluffy pink cotton balls come out of the sky instead of cold snow, i would be much more happier. well i did some thinking today and i think i am going to go get a part time job for a month till roofing starts back up, it would make my dad happy and get him off my back and give me extra money to get my apartment. i miss my dad and brother and hate fighting with them, it makes me so upset, my dad is the most important person to me, hes been there since i was 3 months old and has always treated me like his own daughter, i miss hanging out with him and listening to his humor... i think sometime next week i am going to ask him to go out to lunch with me and talk. i feel like he hates me and i have let him down or something. it sucks... i just want are relationship back.. and it is so hard for me to express my feelings to him without crying.. i am to stubborn damn it. i wish i was his little girl again... well i am off to do whatever, probably go amuse myself or something...