what a fucked up week, why, all in one week damnnnnnnnn,
well about 2 months ago matt as you all know was my fiance of almost 3 years, he broke up with me for this fifteen year old slut. i told him he would regret it in the end well i thought that would be like a long time but low and behold i was wrong he was back begging less than 2 weeks later promising everything again which pissed me off cause of
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you would think they would fade...
but they dont..
you would think the memorie of you and everything we one were would slip away with time....
but it doesnt
they get stronger day by day
nights have almost become unberiable
the love you and i once had
the feeling of you by my side
knowing you and seeing that look in you eyes
i would give my life for just one moment
one second to be able to feel you.
dispair, regrets
what am i to say
i am an ass and so much more
i long for you
i still need you
you still are the only person i will love
i couldnt live with her when i was always think for you
wishing it was you
jessica i need you but i also know i have to live with what happen
so if it must be i will live the rest of my life thinking of you
longing for you because i dont want to be with no one but you.
everlasting love 1
distant memories of things that would never be
a lost soul, lost in the deep obyss
wandering from thought to thought
place to place
person to person
having no care
trusting no one
i was lost but yet i was shure of life
then you came along
and fliped my world upside down
you left my me speechless
everything i ever hoped for
everything i ever dreamed of and prayed for
you were it
you were there when no one would be
you stayed when no one elce would
you loved me and i hurt you...
now i am here
and after it all your still here
standing by my side
the love i feel for you will never stop
the pain i put you through
it will never amount to the pain i carry inside
i am sorry for hurting you
i am sorry for never being there
sitting here thinking
what did i do to deserve you
i love you....
both of these are dedicated to jessica holbrook
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