starting over
today me and matt woke up in our hotel bed, when we were about to check out we found out are car was stolen, so now all our clothes and prosessions are gone cause they were in the car. we now have to start completely over with nothin but the clothes we have on now. i am so afraid, matt keeps telling me it will be ok, as long as we have each other were fine, and i feel that way too but i still am afraid to start over with nothing. what am i supposed to do with no clothes, were the same things everyday. i am so upset. grrrrrrr. god, what did i do, i have done everything to improve my life and i still get the stuff i actually have tooken away from me. i hope matt stays with me, cause if he didnt i would have nothing, he is the only thing i have left. i dont know what i would do without him. we had my recruiter come pick us up from the hotel and drop us off at my moms. we are going to try to get my van running today and we have a motel for a month. yay. i am hoping to day ends up turning out better as it goes along.