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I went to the cemetary today, it was unplanned.. but I liked to go atleast once every month..I can see why ricky hates it so much.. he says its sad.. kids can sense so much maybe he can just feel all the sadness..
I picked him up from school today and went to the bank and as we were pulling out on to fort st. he began sobbing like uncontrol sobs.. he told me he was mad at god becuz he will never have a brother. I feel so bad for that kid.. everytime i feel like shit, i think about him and how much he has had to deal with.. the poor kid is afraid that hes going to lose everyone in his family because everyone died in like a year, his mom my dad and leonard.. its rough on him. I just pray it will get easier on all of us.. as most of my close friends know tomorrow is the anniversary of my dads death. Not a very fun day for me.. two days that really get me are nov 23 and feb 23rd. I hate the fact that they are not here.
my life would be so differnt if they were here.
I picked him up from school today and went to the bank and as we were pulling out on to fort st. he began sobbing like uncontrol sobs.. he told me he was mad at god becuz he will never have a brother. I feel so bad for that kid.. everytime i feel like shit, i think about him and how much he has had to deal with.. the poor kid is afraid that hes going to lose everyone in his family because everyone died in like a year, his mom my dad and leonard.. its rough on him. I just pray it will get easier on all of us.. as most of my close friends know tomorrow is the anniversary of my dads death. Not a very fun day for me.. two days that really get me are nov 23 and feb 23rd. I hate the fact that they are not here.
my life would be so differnt if they were here.