Jun 02, 2005 22:34
new york tomorrow. i honestly did not want to leave tonight. spoiled little rich bitch i am, but i dont want to leave here.
recently i discovered, i have a very strong connection to this town, these are truly the best years of our lives. we have to live them up, and not fly away to visit the past. the old houses and friends, perfectly christian field hockey players/cheerleaders that they are. ever seen Saved?
this year... has been amazing. its had its ups and downs, but more ups than downs.
im just being emo because i recently really listened to the words to that one song by brand new.
but heck, every street in this town has a story with me, every corner and store in downtown fort myers. just one more year and then we're out of here, folks. are you sure you really want to get as far away as possible? maybe its not the town u hate, but the family youre sick of, the drama of high school. everything seems to get put on hold in the summertime, its brilliant. even though i say it all the time, about how i cant wait to leave this fucking place, i can. i dont want all of this to end.
You're just jealous coz we're young and in love
Your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation
You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed
and you're tearing up your photos cause you wanna forget its over.
/emo