Nov 04, 2005 18:14
Things are coming along okay. I'm registered for Dec.'s ACT and Jan.'s SAT. I need to apply to FIU a.s.a.p. but for right now I'm taking a break. Mario says despite my GPA "You'll get into that school cause there are alot of minorities." So the guy I've been friends with throughout my high school career believes the only way I'll get accepted is because of my skin color. Thanks for the support Mario.
For some reason today Melissa kept huggin me. She asked if I was mad at her cause I haven't been calling her lately. Course I'm not (cause she's my sexy latin lover) but usually I don't have free time (after nine) until eleven or so and I refuse to call that late. Just to have a conversation with me she'll lie and say she's not tired and she'll swear she wasn't already asleep despite her throaty voice and slow responses to my questions.
At the lunch table Tina looked at me and was like "What's wrong with you?". Nothing was wrong but she refused to take 'Nothing's wrong' as an answer. She's always lookin out for me. But anyways Melissa grabbed my chin, looked me in the eyes and replied 'She's fine, just kinda stressed'. Tina gave her the 'Are you sure?' look and Melissa said,"I know her, she's fine.". The way she can read me is just strange.
Yesterday Melissa fed me cause she says I eat my salad weird. One hand on my arm the other guiding my untensil into my mouth; something so sensual that merely showed me how much she cared. There's this unspoken language we communicate with. She knows me in ways I thought no one would care. Jackie graduated in 2004 and I was heartbroken but there was Eden. She left in 2005 and I felt lost. Of course there was Nique but she's never seen the other side of my personality; that quiet thoughtful girl who writes poetry. And just when I thought no one would actually understand up pops Melissa with open ears and a shoulder to cry on.
I think I've gone on about my best friend enough. So I'll leave and give her a call.