May 15, 2005 23:38
left on tuesday and cam back saturday mornin tired as hell. it was sweet tho, i wish i was still there. some ppl there werew bitches and shit tho. but like tuesday we went to this place and my blackness came out and i was klike dancein and shit. wednesday we went to some places and then we went on this cruise thing. well i got fucin in trouble by mr. austin like hell but it was fun. and like there was this school from ohio ther and they thought me and tad and danny were like god and they wantd pictures of me and tad and dan. tad and danny gave there numbers out and shit but i didnt . they were beggin me for them but i still didnt give them out cus the only one i want callin is morgan. i miss her like hell. i havetn seen her in a while and i wont get to see her prolly til this weekend. but anyways. mr austin was an ass but mr steffler was great. we went ot arlington cemetary and i seen my grandpa and i could hold it in. i let it out so bad. i couldnt stop myslef as hard as i tryed i couldnt . but im just greatful that mr steffler was there to help me and calm me down. the thought of my grandpa giving up his life for someone elses is so flsttering but at the same time really ar dot deal with cus if he wasnt such a ood persin he wouldnt have been shot. he recieve a medal of honer as a lance corpral and a purpl hearyt for savin someobne elses life. i love hoim for it and dont regret the fact he dies for my country. when we went to eat the next day in like a subway thing i seen two soldiers and i shook there hands and my feinds didnt no why i did that. if u seen someone that just got bakc form serving your country over seas and he was still alive which ment he was successful indefendoing wouldnt u do somethin special for them. if u wouldnt oyu are a heartless gbitch. the least i could do was shake his hand and say thank you. fate the we wne to the hotel and me tad and kenny had some fun. that wa the last day i the hotel. afte that in the morning i went to put all my shit in the coach so we could just leave that noight. that day was kinda viby cus i dont think everyone wanted to leave. but i lost ,y ear ring it was so gay. and i fell tryin to hurdle a blue fence it was great.lol. but the ride home i just pounded music in my ear and fell aslepp with frenkd next to me. i met him on tueday and hes so fuckin sweet. hes ike a new freinds i think i can trust him. and i still have more to offer him with the ladies. he needs my help. but on the way home i just felt like shit cus i dint want to leave, but i had to. when i got home my bro was fucked up from prom and i made fun of him and ashley was in his bed with him. but that night we partied here at my house. it was fuckin great. sam, ryan. bird, ashley kulbertis, ashley kiroff, brad,al, me brndon, casy, alyssa, kevin, julia, devin, mike, cass, eric and some other ppl were ther. right when i walked oin bird handed me a shoit of vodka dn that was the great starts. everyoine kept like huggin me and kissin me. its sweet being around ppl form high school. like alyssa like hugged me like 5 times without a cause and sam kissed me. well she kiseed everyone cus she was drunk ass heell. and cass had his traditional 24 pack of bud light. and brad passed out and kevoin and julia hookd up. but it was great i only got a lil ddrunk. and the best part is that my mo was hoome during the hole thing. and my gay ass bro made me sleep on the couch cus he was gettinsoem ass so he owes me one. or for that matter he owes me like 65. bu sunday i went to see my hourse cam hom and now im here. so that took a whiel and morgan i miss you so much u have no idea.
morgan i love you