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umm yeah so i havent been on in a long ass time...dont matter cuz its not like anyone reads this but yeah it helps me to go thru my thoughts...so yeah basically this is whats goin on in my life....i really am in luv wit derek but there are feelings for another boy poppin up!!! and i cant help it...i always in my life will luv derek and have feelings for shaun!! ahhh i dont know how to get rid of thoes feelings for shaun..i cant stop thinkin bout him..then when i go on facebook i get jealous that he writes to other gurls and when i write on his wall..he doesnt write anything back..wtf??? wow i sound like a high school gurl..oye! idk he gots a gurl...but idk why i feel like this...i know if derek would change in some ways like wanna do stuff wit me more maybe my thoughts of shaun will leave..idk god i hate this!