May 15, 2005 21:51
i hate cryin....i wanna move and start over..i want new friends..there are like a couple people i wouldnt change...
shawn---ur one of the true guys i know...we have to stay close!! u tell me what u think but u dont make me feel like u hate me or anything like other people do.
becky--shes super awesome..she will put a smile on my face anyday! i luv u for that!!! we will grow old together!
manda---i luv her sooo much!!! shes awesome and we get along so good..the only problem is that she lives in sheboygan and goes to oshkosh :(
boozie..hehe he jsut helps me thru my problems..he listens and hes a great guy!! aww boozie :)
hallie--yeah its weird how we became friends..but hey thats awesome we can get over shit and not be lil gurls bout it..i admire that..cuz we all know gurls are bitches!
emily--eventhough we havent hung out much ur still my gurl! i luv ya to death..u were my sis :) im gonna miss ur ass :)
lori---shes just my secret gurlfriend..haha i luv her and she makes me smile!
yeah and then there derek---he has made me happy unlike what u all think..but when im wit him i dont think bout other things that are upsettin me...he makes me feel good inside..i just luv him!
idk who else there is that is true...i thought others would be but i guess not..i have to learn to forget what people say bout me and just move on...i cant make everyone like me..gosh i dont feel all what im sayin..but i gotta tell myself to make me believe it i guess..ahh i just wanna hide from the world!