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please dont pretend to be my friend if you dont want to be.
we were friends back then, but you've outgrown my problematic, real life for a plastic life of lies.
don't be friends with me when its convinient for you, i don't need that, not at all.
don't coat your tongue with lies that sound sweet to my broken battered heart. you know i dont deserve it and more importantly, you know i cant take it.
a broken smile to match a broken girl. dont look too closely, or else the depths of my pain might be exposed.
pain is nothing new, not at all, but dont take the hammer to my heart, turning my shatters to shards.
hanging on to a thin string held by God, sewn together by the hand of Perfection, crying out in silence for all the world to ignore, with only Divinity to hear and heal the brokenness that has become who i am.
what will become of this mess..
we were friends back then, but you've outgrown my problematic, real life for a plastic life of lies.
don't be friends with me when its convinient for you, i don't need that, not at all.
don't coat your tongue with lies that sound sweet to my broken battered heart. you know i dont deserve it and more importantly, you know i cant take it.
a broken smile to match a broken girl. dont look too closely, or else the depths of my pain might be exposed.
pain is nothing new, not at all, but dont take the hammer to my heart, turning my shatters to shards.
hanging on to a thin string held by God, sewn together by the hand of Perfection, crying out in silence for all the world to ignore, with only Divinity to hear and heal the brokenness that has become who i am.
what will become of this mess..