reflections
alright, i've decided that i'm completely apethetic towards everything now. maybe its because i find people really very annoying all the time. The littlest things bother me. i can't explain it. Although one thing that especially ticks me off are hypocrites. i've encountered so many situations that bothered me that i really hope i don't do the same. i mean i've gone back on my word on a few things but never on moral issue.
i have also had so many different groups of friends that i don't even know what to think anymore. my core group of friends has drastically changed since freshman year that i wonder why it happened this way and why i seemed (in my view) to be dropped as a friend by some people. friends have left me behind and i've probably left people behind (if i did i'm so very very sorry). all in all i just don't get it...i just want everything to go back to when everything was good and easy and i wasn't so quick to judge somebody. don't get me wrong, i love my friends but i have this lingering feeling of hate that i felt i needed to express.
anyway one thing i can really look forward to is Europe...god i want it to be summer so i can go around Europe with my favorite people.
i have also had so many different groups of friends that i don't even know what to think anymore. my core group of friends has drastically changed since freshman year that i wonder why it happened this way and why i seemed (in my view) to be dropped as a friend by some people. friends have left me behind and i've probably left people behind (if i did i'm so very very sorry). all in all i just don't get it...i just want everything to go back to when everything was good and easy and i wasn't so quick to judge somebody. don't get me wrong, i love my friends but i have this lingering feeling of hate that i felt i needed to express.
anyway one thing i can really look forward to is Europe...god i want it to be summer so i can go around Europe with my favorite people.