Thank God
for the most beautiful day of the year. Thanks also that no one's here to share it! GOD! How boring a life! I want someone to be in love with me so that I can cook for hmer and we can spend time together on this absolutely lovely day. There's that whole alone or lonely thing, right? BOTH!
Today, I want to spend some time outside but I haven't shaved so I can't do it appropriately dressed. Right now I'm going to make salad for me, the only person who's in love with me... FUCK ALL!
Then I guess I'll waste the day indoors doing homework and watching DVDs and... eventually wanting to die... because the day was so beautiful and that's where it ends, there's no other beauty when you're all fucking alone! I guess I could take a car ride somewhere... I'm just saying... it sucks! IT SUCKS! I'm torn between suicide and bliss... I choose bliss, yes, today, but I'm just saying... my life sucks 'cause I don't have enough friends... and none of the ones I have live nearby, by which I mean three sorta do... and I never see anyone but Celia but she's busy so she can't be my emotional crutch this week (alternative spring break=Emily has to make her own purpose)...
Peace it out, enjoy the day all your lovers and friends!
Today, I want to spend some time outside but I haven't shaved so I can't do it appropriately dressed. Right now I'm going to make salad for me, the only person who's in love with me... FUCK ALL!
Then I guess I'll waste the day indoors doing homework and watching DVDs and... eventually wanting to die... because the day was so beautiful and that's where it ends, there's no other beauty when you're all fucking alone! I guess I could take a car ride somewhere... I'm just saying... it sucks! IT SUCKS! I'm torn between suicide and bliss... I choose bliss, yes, today, but I'm just saying... my life sucks 'cause I don't have enough friends... and none of the ones I have live nearby, by which I mean three sorta do... and I never see anyone but Celia but she's busy so she can't be my emotional crutch this week (alternative spring break=Emily has to make her own purpose)...
Peace it out, enjoy the day all your lovers and friends!