My Thursday thoughts
I'm in my house preparing a speech for my 'Professional Speaking' class. I thought it was gonna be a hard class but it's pretty easy. I should have taken poetry tho. :-(
My dogs are all over me. Pheobe just likes to sit near me while Rosy just wants to jump and nip me. Pheobe is older and Rosy is still a puppy. I'm trying to help Rosy learn to be a dog that nobody hates.
I wish I could go back to my studio and paint my painting. Right now I am looking into "naieve" art. I've always been intrigued by this art and hope to make my own branch of it. I wish art came easier to me. I am a better at studying then at making art. I learned that it's easy to learn with enough time and effort. But it sucks being creative and expressive. Everyday people treat me like i'm a joke for being a graduate student in studio art.....but it really is hard. I wish I could go back and study something else but I am so deep into this art thing that I have to finish and make it work.
I will be a professional artist and I will be successful. I have to! It's a long, hard road I will follow but it is my calling.
But it's not a bad life. I will always be working for something. I will always want to get better and better. There will be no 'retiring' for me.
It also helps that I have good supportive people in my life, such as my fiance Thomas. He reminds me that my art is going to pay for his law school one day. Might as well shoot for the stars!
Well I better get back to my paper. Tootelo.
My dogs are all over me. Pheobe just likes to sit near me while Rosy just wants to jump and nip me. Pheobe is older and Rosy is still a puppy. I'm trying to help Rosy learn to be a dog that nobody hates.
I wish I could go back to my studio and paint my painting. Right now I am looking into "naieve" art. I've always been intrigued by this art and hope to make my own branch of it. I wish art came easier to me. I am a better at studying then at making art. I learned that it's easy to learn with enough time and effort. But it sucks being creative and expressive. Everyday people treat me like i'm a joke for being a graduate student in studio art.....but it really is hard. I wish I could go back and study something else but I am so deep into this art thing that I have to finish and make it work.
I will be a professional artist and I will be successful. I have to! It's a long, hard road I will follow but it is my calling.
But it's not a bad life. I will always be working for something. I will always want to get better and better. There will be no 'retiring' for me.
It also helps that I have good supportive people in my life, such as my fiance Thomas. He reminds me that my art is going to pay for his law school one day. Might as well shoot for the stars!
Well I better get back to my paper. Tootelo.