Strung along
I've been so caught up in my own world that I haven't written.
Life's been good. Just school, trying to be physically active, produce art, and adjust to being single.
I am learning a lot about myself and about guys.
Myself: I have gotten lazier in my school work. And I need to snap out of it. And I've learned that I've gotten used to the attention and company of guys. I'm still adjusting to being single. I am still picking up the pieces of myself since my last breakup. I also learned that I love the company of my female friends.
Guys: Guys in their mid-20's don't like to be tied down or don't want to commit to one girl. Yes, they enjoy the company of a girl and don't like feeling lonely. But they don't want to be the boyfriend. What turds! But you can't force them to be with you either. Just not right.
I realized how many time's I've been strung along by guys. I've decited I've had enough. I won't give myself away for free anymore.
I am greatful I still don't have a boyfriend, or the guy I am interested in. That forces me to get myself together and continue growing into an amazing woman I want to be. It's simply not the right time.
I was so sleepy writing this.
Life's been good. Just school, trying to be physically active, produce art, and adjust to being single.
I am learning a lot about myself and about guys.
Myself: I have gotten lazier in my school work. And I need to snap out of it. And I've learned that I've gotten used to the attention and company of guys. I'm still adjusting to being single. I am still picking up the pieces of myself since my last breakup. I also learned that I love the company of my female friends.
Guys: Guys in their mid-20's don't like to be tied down or don't want to commit to one girl. Yes, they enjoy the company of a girl and don't like feeling lonely. But they don't want to be the boyfriend. What turds! But you can't force them to be with you either. Just not right.
I realized how many time's I've been strung along by guys. I've decited I've had enough. I won't give myself away for free anymore.
I am greatful I still don't have a boyfriend, or the guy I am interested in. That forces me to get myself together and continue growing into an amazing woman I want to be. It's simply not the right time.
I was so sleepy writing this.