Dec 15, 2008 12:14
I am trying so hard not to think or be consumed by my boyfriend...or the guy who calls me his girlfriend. *Sigh*. I know he makes his own path and has his own life, so why can't I? So I am trying to do just that. I often wonder what am I to him. Or if he finds more comfort and happiness in others then me. And I just hold the title as his girlfriend.
Good thing is that vacation is almost here and I get some time to myself and to be with my family. We are going to Arkansas. And I am coming out of my winter blues and I am on my way to being Jill again.
I got my hair cut. :( It's a few inches shorter, but I still miss it. :( I cut all the dead ends off.
Oh how the AT is calling me. Oh how the green highways are calling me. Oh how the water is calling me. Ohh how feeling whole again is calling me. -Jill